Mr.PIC somehow strain his back while working on Sunday. He came home and told me about it..and it was difficult for him to get up after sitting down..after lying down..walking pun have to be careful.
Later that night, I don't know but I felt kinda irritated..*felt bad*..I got irritated sebab last week..gigi dia sakit..this week..belakang dia sakit..pasal sakit tu I can handle..tapi mengada-ngada dia tu that made me irritated..hmm..suruh urut tangan/kaki la..etc..tapi suruh picit tangan/kaki tu mmg everyday pun..I am tired too..morning pergi school then petang kerja..balik dari kerja..I wanna just chill with him and watch TV and just browse the internet..I rarely ask him to give me a massage or anything unless it is something like back pain or kat pinggang ke..then..I asked him to give me a massage sekejap..
Well anyway, back to that Sunday night..I told him off..*bad wife*..I just said..you just want to watch TV comfortably..ada orang picit tangan you kaki you..I think I should enrol you kat spa or something..if I have 4 hands..tangan kaki you la I picit..jahat kan? hmm..well, after that he went quiet..and I felt really bad after that..dia merajuk la tu kan..that night before we went to sleep..I apologized and last night I offered to picit kaki dia..mula2 jual mahal tu..heheh..after that..dia hulur la kaki dia untuk dipicit..hmm..macam2..
I read in a blog once and the blogger who is a she by the way mentioned masa dia bujang dulu dia jealous tgk couples yg dah kahwin and she thought senangnya the wife nak masuk syurga by being wife yg solehah. Then after she got married, baru dia realize yg susah nak jadi isteri yg solehah ni. Mmg mencabar kesabaran betul. I agree with her now...ye la, with Mr. PIC being unwell..this is the time to get pahala by taking care of him..willingly..tak payah tunggu dia suruh pun..but what happened instead? I got irritated..hurt his feelings..haihh..I felt really bad and lousy..I still do even when I am typing this.
I really hope that I can be a good wife..kena banyak sabar..kuatkan iman..insyaAllah..
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