I am writing this because I am feeling sad...I am sad of leaving this house. There are just so many memories. I am going to miss the freedom of having my own space. At this age..I don't think that I would be living with housemates anymore..tapi this room that I like..rumah dia bersih..bilik dia pun besar and kitchen dia pun ok..I just need to adapt leaving with strangers again. I am more worried about the toilet actually. I want an en-suite room. But it is quite hard to get with reasonable price.
Later I will call Mr.PIC and ask his opinion. We had a bit or a rough moment just now. I was tired because I have to settle so many things with so little time..it was partly my fault la maybe sebab nak move out earlier than expected. Anyway, I kinda snapped at him a bit...then he sounded upset..even his sms was simple..so, I knew that something had gone wrong..I called him back..and asked, dia merajuk ke etc..he said no la..sometimes I think that he thinks I don't know him. Susah sangat ke for a guy to tell your other half that you upset sebab let's say the wife terlepas cakap ke..ye la, I am not his girlfriend anymore..I am his wife...if tak communicate kan susah..well, I just apologize and hang up..I was upset as well in a way..because of his attitude I guess *sigh*..
Oh well..I hope everything will be ok tomorrow morning as I need to discuss this room thing with him. I need to book the room soon.
I thought of going home in November..just a short break..2 weeks maybe..I know it is a waste of money..but I need to go home..I miss Mr.PIC and I miss my family..I hope my SV will understand and I hope he could help me out by reading the chapters as fast as he can.
I better stop now. Nak dinner pun no appetite. Just ate a slice of pizza. So, bye for now.
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