Mr.PIC had gone back last Wednesday. I cried buckets when he went to the security gate. It took me a while to go back down the escalator and headed back home. A part of me was hoping that he would turn around, mcm filem hindustan..heheh..
Dalam teksi pun menangis lagi and when I opened the door to our married home for the last 2 years..I just broke down and cried and cried..I miss him so much..lemah seluruh jiwa raga..I honestly felt that a part of me was gone.
I gathered all my strength and went to school on that very same day. I needed to go, otherwise I would just ended up crying. A friend was staying with us till that weekend, so, I was not completely on my own for the first few days after he left. Otherwise, I think it would be harder for me to cope.
My landlord was kind enough to let me stay for as long as I need. I asked for another 2 weeks extension which means that I can stay until end of November.
The question remains: Can I submit my thesis by then??
Ya Allah, Ya Rabbi, please make it possible..I pray that I can..I want to be with my husband again. 1 and a half month is already a long time...I hope that I don't have to extend anymore. I had submitted one chapter for my supervisor to review. I know that there will be a lot of corrections..
But if I have to extend jugak..kena la redha and yakin with Allah's plan..
Mr.PIC asked me to persevere and continue to work hard till the end. InsyaAllah sayang. I love you.
